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Our Gods

by Bird Friend

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1.
Oh muses, tell me lies Give me God in heaven, personified Feed me wicked tales of my own life Sing through me in sin, my darling Let the devil in The pen become the weapon And the word become the wife Tell me that it’s gonna be okay You can tell all of my asshole friends they’re saved You can sing to me your stories till the stories turn to clay And I’ll believe you But right now, I need you
2.
Someday when our pantheon’s abandoned And the weeds overtake all the pillars that we planted I will still be waiting at the gates For our miracle to come While the rest of my people return to the ocean Strip off their clothes and drift for eternity Until the salt of the sea eats away at their tattoos I will stare at the spot where she splintered Worshipped a world with ourselves at the center Caught in the obit of all things remembered And I’ll ask Where are you? When OUR GODS reclaim all of the things we created And the names of the heroes of our lives have faded And when our old neighborhood is finally swallowed by the sea I’ll trace your shape among the constellations In the home that we built on the garbage of nations And when you return just as young as the moment that we met You will not know me for the beard that I have grown And the centuries I have spent alone And the ruin of what once was your home And you’ll ask Where are you?
3.
Oh, Pilgrim! 03:16
Good God, how you’ve grown Risen from the rubble of your parents’ old home Sweep away the ashes of your father’s old bed Working out the wounds of the words that your mother once said Tear down the walls if it takes all night Scream it at the sky till it feels all right Satiate the hunger as begotten of fear Disassociated by the turning of the tides of the years Oh, pilgrim! Where are you running? The masks you wear are unbecoming Will you cast off this veneer And yell at the top of your lungs you’ve loved it here Since the day that you left The smell of wood smoke on your breath And the weight of the world on your breast Just a child Cough up the coin for a college degree Fill in the hole where the home used to be Sort through the rubble till it all makes sense Growing like the grass in the cracks in the garden fence Oh, pilgrim! Where are you running? The masks you wear are unbecoming Will you cast off this veneer And yell at the top of your lungs you’ve loved it here Since the day that you arrived Dismantled the foundations of our lives The light of some goddess will open your eyes And it’s all right
4.
The Wheel 03:10
How long will this waiting game last? Till the irons that bind us in our caution turn to ash? Till the storm that pours behind your eyes has come to pass? Oh, lover – this life is fair to you As if you thought it burned so hot your heart had turned to glass Collar that old monster till the beast becomes your charge The summer rain to wash away the worm within the heart The piercing sun of noontime tears you and your muse apart Oh, lover – this deep despair in you Is wide awake and full of hate and wicked from the start Tread so very lightly as to not disturb the sores Where the sundown paints a picture reincarnate at its core For the season’s final breath resets the wheel once more Oh, lover – if I don’t care for you It’s off to sea again for me, a liar seeking port
5.
The city in the summer, ceaseless sun upon the stone Breaking bonds to beg the question, beg the self to be alone Return the gift until the feeling’s fully grown Speaking foreign tongues, predestined miscommunication Pleading in bad faith for some improbable elation Liberate the beast in order to save it from starvation Don’t ask for forgiveness, it’s okay! Sometimes the improbable barriers between two people get in the way On hiatus from these feelings of hatred Peel away the layers till the spirit is naked Till it is clear that two creatures may part For the road forever returns to the heart Beating down the doors of the prison that you are Humble messenger of heaven, Holy Ghost in a parked car Lit upon the road that forever returns to the heart
6.
Put the kettle on, pour another cup Drain all the blood from my body Burn me alive, build me a raft Float me on oceans of cheap diner coffee Searching my mind for your face Ugly and ancient, adrift for an age Wherever you lay, I’ll remember you saying We’re two stupid kids without name Burn out your heart in the best of your years The ember in your chest forever is smoking The core of some torment, ruthless and real You must have thought I was joking May our bed collect mildew and mold The ocean despoils our granite and gold Wherever you go, I’ll remember you glowing OUR GODS’ own attendant and guise
7.
Is it the fear of the things that have made us? The clay by which OUR GODS create us? Or the spirit that often betrays us? Throw it away Is it the fear that someday things will change? Sell my guitar just to spend one more day With a world we so often forsake Throw it away I never thought I’d see the day That you and I would behave Like the angry grown-ups into which we’ve turned You’re a wildfire and you burn, burn, burn Is it the fear at the heart of survival? The trembling hands that authored our bible? Or the poison in the roots of our denial? Throw it away Is it the fear of the loss of control? Or that someday you all will grow old? Or that OUR GODS have the rights to our soul? Throw it away
8.
Our Gods 02:21
Rivers of whiskey run wonderful, wild I’m white winged and wasted, a beautiful lie Two decades deep, and still but a child Swim out to sea under unexplored skies Begging forgiveness from unreal unholy great monsters OUR GODS are not people, they are far more haunting A light in the dark, indelible spark Of some hell sent and horrible memory of our own lives Battered and broken on the earth’s jagged jaw Hurled into Tartarus, damned for a fortnight to fall Helpless before the horror of our heaven’s law Searching the meadows of moonlight for something at all
9.
Someday we’ll get a little older And things will get a little clearer And I’d walk these shoes to dust, just to be a little nearer Throw away my cigarettes And drink a little less Get through the day without funneling garbage into the hole that was my chest And we can make some money And if you’re still willing We can burn the whole world down or at least ditch this fucking city So go ahead I’ll see you in Hell Sure as shit I know the firelight will suit you well And it’s funny how the time goes When our eyes are closed Or when our lives are focused On something our friends don’t know about us Or when you promise something like my darling I swear to God, I’ll never ever go Somewhere you did Somewhere you will Somewhere you are all together still So I left New Mexico For a couple of days And when I returned nothing had changed My friends were there Sitting on the stoop Drinking a beer and kicking off their shoes
10.
Maybe, Pt. 2 00:52
So maybe we are sick The victim of some vile trick Some simulation of our flawed creator’s nervous tick Or freaking out or fucking up Habitually drunk Or lying down and waiting for the end of days to come Maybe we are losers Fed by cigarettes or booze Or screwed up, anxious, angry, loveless, worrying and crude But when I catch the devil’s gaze I’ll dare to disobey and say That you and I and everything are gonna be okay

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released December 16, 2014

Geoff Himsel - Guitar, Vocals, Harmonica
Cody Lutz - Banjo
Carson Kennedy - Vocals
Kylee Jo - Fiddle

Produced by Alexster DenBaars at The Wagon Wheel, Albuquerque, New Mexico

Mastered by the immortal Andrew Eckel

All songs by Geoff Himsel

Special thanks to:
Goathead Record Collective
The Leaky Faces
Matt Eisenberg

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Bird Friend is a weird folk band from Portsmouth, New Hampshire.

Geoff Himsel, Carson Kennedy, Andrew Eckel, and friends.

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