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I Am The Hand

by Bird Friend

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1.
Busted Sedan 01:49
roll away the ashen sky i said 'goddamn these hands of mine' i'm going back again, gotta get in shape and it ain't too long, too long to wait golden bird with a branch in his hand hanging from the mirror of my busted sedan and the leaves are greening on the medicine tree then summer's gone like a drip in the boiling sea
2.
Ohio 02:48
the angel band will steal your spirit in the second song played just like the light and they tore my very heart out it was a lean time and i held my head for rain you left for colorado and i held my head in shame ohio i tell you man the angel band is sweeter than a kiss heard you sing it to yourself when you burned your fingertips and your dad was downstairs sleeping on the fold out couch deep in his recurring dream that he never talks about ohio
3.
city on the river in a drunken dream and i come from the sea with my sisters and my brothers slick with the grease from the bellies of machines and they lift us up and i just don't think about it the golden rails and the wind and water the great walled city and our sons and our daughters wed to the work and it isn't any bother we sleep on our feet and i just don't think about it come mother river in the shade of the trees singing down the avenues the song of the machinery call along the water, it goes into the sea turning out the rhythm of the coming of the century i am the hand i am the power i am the company, i carry it with me i turn it over in my head for hours i take the wheel and turn the world around it
4.
(a thunderstorm passes overhead, a freight train passes below the window)
5.
ah ah ah ah
6.
i talked about john on the stairway last night he was born with white wings but he lost them in time i still got the words if you got the spirit but sing it real quiet so the neighbors don't hear it our voices carry in the old horsehair wall a breath in the breast of my bonny-o i talked about john and a pair of brown eyes that were bloodshot, bedecked with blue ribbons and black flies it sickens me kid, it's an eternal fountain they're dusting for your fingerprints on the liquor store counter security camera saw nothing at all a breath in the breast of my bonny-o i talked about john down on the pavement while we watched the eclipse from the roof his car completely wasted the city lights were singing behind every branch beside us inviting the stray dogs to slow dance now he dreams of dying on some faraway island like joe dimaggio a breath in the breast of my bonny-o
7.
The Gift 02:50
one long fall you came in through the gap in the garden wall put your cigarette out in the hallway and set off the smoke alarm you had some pretty thing on your arm between these lines the legends are true and the eyes of the city are blind maybe you come down here sometimes the door is open but i don't think we've spoken now you're coming downstairs in your yellow coat at a quarter to ten i can see the moonlight coming through your lily-white canvas curtains put the king on and you and i can go downtown seven miles from boston see the sacred jewel laid in the city's crown and all the stars fall down on massachusetts one great gift buried in the yard you can find what's left of it and in the curse written on your lips and what you seek when you're suffering and what you speak when you're suffering and now you're coming downstairs in your yellow coat at a quarter to ten i can see the moonlight coming through your lily-white canvas curtains put the king on and you and i can go downtown seven miles from boston see the sacred jewel laid in the city's crown all the stars lay down on massachusetts
8.
throw away my electric guitar throw away all my pretty clothes, too throw away my prairie fire throw away all my pills and my perfumes tell my brothers i ain't born to wander and i am cutting off my hair tell everybody there's a new song coming and soon they're gonna sing it everywhere and it goes throw away the terrible eye i been living for awhile in my little white room i been living in a kingdom of light you can tell everybody that I'm coming home soon tell my brothers i ain't born to wander and i am cutting off my hair tell everybody there's a new song coming and soon they're gonna sing it everywhere and it goes
9.
Oklahoma 03:52
with this hammer i will pull up the spike at the center of the continent hitchhike from taos to texas tomorrow i'll be there in bells on the arkansas line dandied up and seeing double in the hotel lobby counting down the minutes and the spirits and the cigarettes if you won't put your arms around me, your hands around my neck are fine ooh oklahoma i don't know ya i don't know ya but i'm coming for ya
10.
david saw the king last night as alive as you or me he had nothing on but the tattoo from the state penitentiary standing in the rain you could see his name written in the mirror of the terrible street david saw the king last night as alive as you or me it was the end of days and we were counting them down in the back of the terminal bar held our hands to the dimming light come down from the dying star and even in the rain it was plain as day, we went to the window to see david and the king pass by in a long black limousine now in my winter quarters my hair and nails are stained by the terrible smoke it's been seven days since the lightning came and split the centennial oak the branches swayed on a wedding day high above the ancient sea where david and the king passed by in a long black limousine where david saw the king last night as alive as you or me david saw the king last night as alive as you or me david saw the king last night as alive as you or me
11.
let us go over and over again on the long road vanish into nothing i have received startling visions i have received my shepherd's transmission white like hudson river on the way to serpent mound it was peter's face in the fireplace spread the message all around gone to see the big empty gone to oblivion new york city's gone i don't think about it none let us go on decoration day all of our friends we'll meet again on the highway oh my sister oh my savior oh my sister i'll see you later blue as hudson river blue as raven's beak i come up on the big bridge on the day of jubilee i believe this is the place the very same sing the song like i oughtta done it'll summon you again
12.
there is a ghost in this place, and i am sure of it it comes in from the cold and opens all my cabinets it lives in the bones of the house, in the attic where my hair growed long and my skin was like wax and i had a dream that we were cleansed in a while brother sun brought me back to my first sense white shimmering light willow branches on the window i heard it all again on the sweet caravan to hillsborough it was march or maybe april we still had the spirit then and i had me a shirt spun out of beautiful white linen and now i work the mornings on the federal hill road and i tell you, there ain't nothing but the fever left to sow, so come down charlie, I won't do you no harm it's just the wind in the branches on the tabernacle farm where we used to sit and watch the shadow dance behind the door there is a bad wind now, and you don't come around no more when you come back home we won't blame you crowded in the wings we are waiting for you when you come back home we won't blame you crowded in the wings we are waiting for you

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all songs by g. himsel
recorded 2019-2020
at ye olde amoskeag place, manchester, nh

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feat. carson kennedy - vocals (1, 10, 11)

special thanks to pan am railways for the use of their train
special thanks to the sky for the use of its rain

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released May 6, 2020

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Bird Friend is a weird folk band from Portsmouth, New Hampshire.

Geoff Himsel, Carson Kennedy, Andrew Eckel, and friends.

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